This time I'll be bulletproof ... - La Roux

Things has been tough this year.
It was sweet early this year, then a sudden downfall.
The downfall made me realize a lot of thing.

No matter how hard I tried to protect myself,
once you open up to someone, your giving your soul.
And I made my choice.

You wouldnt know whose there for you when you fall.
So I guess I have to thank you for some things.
It was really awkward at the beginning to tell my stories every time people ask.
But that was the time, I started to grow closer to other people.

No doubt, I blamed myself for certain things.
Then, as time flies.
It was a lesson.

After the downfall, I done a lot of things I never expected I would do.
The little bravery from the old "me" started to patch myself up.

Then, there was the downfall for my grades.
For the first sem, I was disturbed.
On the second sem, I really tried my very best and I expected more.
Things just didnt go that well.
I'll just have to work harder next year.

Now that my heart is calm, I see things more clearly now.